I am waiting for those last two grades and am going kinda crazy in the meantime.

Met someone...

My religious views are often times skewed and I am a skeptic to the utmost, but it is times like this when I am more sure than anything that there probably is a God. I feel that these tests are constantly thrown my way to make me my strongest and it makes me weary to think that it is all in preparation for something life altering. I know that I have not come across this major test yet, and there is grim satisfaction in knowing that even in my weakest state I cannot be called anything but strong. Yet it is the loneliest feeling to know that despite my social ways and all that through all I give to others I somehow still am alone. I do not need anyone in my life; I know I am self-reliant. But it is the greatest comfort to have someone and to for once find that I am not alone. This connection has only occured once. Thank God for my patience.